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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Hmmm...
I did not notice what day it was when I wrote the last entry. Its about about 1 mth less than 1 week since my last trip to school. How I missed it. And no, I am rather certain that I will not go to the graduation ceremony. Can't face those people when I'm jobless. Perhaps it is my ego that I can not deny. Such pain to bruise it.
I love coffees, weeks? days, since I last had it. Yet I am broke now with a measly sum of $88 left (such nice no. I would say) only. And I am being indavded by ants, terribly irritated, annoyed and disturbed. Thoughts about those ants crawling into my ear. Its a realisation not a figment of my imagination. While you were sleeping, you will not know what you swallowed or what went into your nose or your ear. Ah, such horrible thoughts.
One good news though, I am overcoming my fear of certain insects. Even one day, I had a desire to capture a cockroach just to prove to myself. But till now I've yet to find one, and I highly doubt I'll be brave enough. Though I am not that afraid of beetles or any other bugs, there is but one, not an insect but almost, that I fear of. Not going to say but most of you would know.
Cold Case always touched me. The emotions are strong, and stronger when carried by the characters. CSI:Miami strives to be the same but it is such a dissappointment that I must say it is one that I will no watch faithfully. Last week's episode of Cold Case was extremely sad. How knowing the truth can destroys one's life just like that. The heart of a man named Daniela, broken by her one true love, who accepts her for what she is. And him, abandoning her, unable to face his own father. Hearts broken, these two. Eventhough he came back, it was too late. Overwhelmed by dissappointment, loneliness and most importantly, reality, shot herself. Thinking that she was forgotten and forsaken, took away both her, and his heart. He regretted all his life, not once fallen in love ever again. Guilt perhaps, of leaving his only chance. Cold Case is highly recommened, it is character driven with strong storylines. Do catch it when you have the time, Fridays 11pm, Ch5.
" Old, I've become,
unwillingly wilting,
like the flowers,
forsaken by water,
yet nourished,
by the bond,
that we all secretly have. " - HyperHikari
flaming notes by HyperHikari 2:44 AM
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Days it been, months it might have but here I am. Body clock gone haywire due to the STRAIGHT 8 days of sunrise that he has given me. Once awaken from my lightest sleep, I shall never sleep again till hours (much) later. Such alteration evokes my inner thoughts. (Ehm as cheem as it sounds, it basically means I have nothing much to say).
I've got no time (and being a lazy lass I am), I have not improved/rebuild a new layout for this fallen blog. What's new?
Well I've watched Kingdom Of Heaven, for which gave me strong desires to fight in that era, a much better rating than that I've given to Star Wars III. Thought I think, Orlando Bloom does not suit the character well (and what's with Sybilla? such a waste of character to dance around the fictional Balian). They should have chosen a more matured and stronger lead. I am touched by the acting of others such as Liam Neeson, Jeremy Irons, Edward Norton and Ghassan Mossoud. They evoke strong reactions within me through their words, their expressions and their views. The soundtrack is great, made me want to watch it all over again. The battle scenes? Awesome. Maybe its because its just my type of warfare, not modern, just right.
All over locals news few days ago, was this story about a webpage known as 'sggirls'. It has normal, sexy and suggestive photographs, but what was brought up was that its modelled by students in their uniform. (What are they thinking?) However, there is something that I disagree: the ONLY major concerned they have with this problem (other than them being in school uniforms). Why make it a big issue about some of the pictures suggesting a 'lesbian' fling, when I think the bigger issue is of the pictures featuring UNDERAGE girls? Which is far more important because it is then also an important phase where seeds of morality are planted within them. If they do theses things now, what about if they reach the legal age? *shudders at that thought* I think, they really should do something about this. (Well I'd rather they shut the whole system down). School? Government? Anybody? Everybody.
" When Saladin (in the movie) said that Jerusalem is worth nothing may also means that if the realisation that a City cannot undo things that are unjustified(say forgive a sin to protect these walls a.k.a Balian) is not seen, than it is that, nothing. But when one realises the important lesson being learnt and gained, the City is then everything. "
flaming notes by HyperHikari 2:17 AM
+ + + Sunday, May 08, 2005
If you feel so powerless what are you gonna do?
Listening to that song POWERLESS by Nelly Furtado. Great folk singer. Another one is Kinnie Starr.
Anyway, my shift was with the 'blur' girl (only Nana knows how I feel Hahaha). As usual, I can't stand her reaction (or non at all). She cancelled the Rec under the cigarette section. It should not be cancelled as it is right anyway. So I asked her why? (As usual) she just stared back at me. I ask her many times. And she did the same. So I say, " I'm not going anywhere until you tell me why you cancel this. " Again, she stared at me. 20 seconds later then she answered me. I'm trying to make her understand why she shouldn't cancel it but she just can't get it. Haiz.
To avoid any confrontation or having to face her "HAHH?!" conversations and her just-stare-tactic, I spent 2 1/2 hours in the storeroom tidying it up. (That means I only see her for 1 1/2 hours). Wasn't able to do a lot as the stock was too many.
I'm hungry.
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